HitokiriKurisuta

Breakin' minds since 1989

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Terror by HitokiriKurisuta, literature

Literature

Terror

My own fault. It terrifies me, the thought of you. I look at the phone. It beckons. I cannot pick it up. My heart breaks. I sweep up the pieces, put them on a shelf. I don't want to think about it. Smother it under a pillow, like the rest of my emotions. Don't forgive me. Promises broken. The very thought of your forgiveness chills me to the core. Please don't. Don't ever… Don't ever forgive me.

Stop Staring by HitokiriKurisuta, literature

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Stop Staring

Stop staring. Please. I cannot bear it. The weight of your eyes upon me, It sears into the backs of my eyelids. I see your face. Perfect. So sad. I miss the smile. But I can no longer picture it. I know in my heart it was beautiful. It no longer is mine. Long gone. Perhaps… Perhaps you smile for… Do you smile for someone else? I hope that you do, and yet… It burns, the thought. Your smile. Stop staring.

Venting by HitokiriKurisuta, literature

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Venting

It's getting harder to take. Does anyone even realize how messed up in the head I am? Everything you know about me – think you know about me – is part of an elaborate mask. I wear a number of masks, all to different purposes and for different people, and they're enjoyable enough to wear… Comfortable, exciting, relaxing, sexy, innocent… And then they come off. And then the high comes crashing down. And then I'm just me. You don't even realize how much it hurts, when those masks come off. Fashioning myself to any situation, building myself up to those standards, becoming something for other people to enjoy. Then stepping b

I want... by HitokiriKurisuta, literature

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I want...

I want to make everyone happy. I want to tell them all to leave me alone. I want to make the night sky glitter like diamonds forever. I want to set the very clouds ablaze. I want to create a paradise. I want the world to burn. I want to be the perfect child. I want to tear my parents in half. I want to shield this helpless body. I want to leave this empty shell. I want to live forever. I want to drown in my own blood. I want… But I can't do any of that. Can I?

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About HitokiriKurisuta

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Dec 17, 1989
Deviant for 18 years

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My Bio

"I am well adept at keeping myself entertained within the confines of my own head."

Favourite Writers

Robin McKinley

Favourite Games

Team Fortress 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC, PS3

Tools of the Trade

Laptop and WACOM tablet.

Other Interests

Transformers!

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HitokiriKurisuta

Mar 31, 2012

Heads-up: New Account (Update)

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Haven't started moving anything over, yet. But I'll be switching over to my new account ( SyntheticEuphoria (https://www.deviantart.com/syntheticeuphoria) ) in the next few days. I have honestly hated this name for several years now, but I didn't want to change accounts because of the extra hassle, and because I'd gotten used to being "HK" to everybody. If you follow me anywhere else (LJ, etc...), expect new account postings on there, too, shortly following my move on DA. I just... I am so tired of being automatically labeled as a 13-year-old weeaboo just for having Japanese in my name. You have no idea. -- Update: All the Transformers art from this gallery has been replaced wi

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HitokiriKurisuta

Jul 4, 2011

You NEED to watch this.

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Be warned, though: not for the faint of heart. This is a short horror film. If you like this stuff, turn off the lights and watch it alone. >: D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKT2kSmeohY ----- HK @ FanFiction HK @ LiveJournal

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HitokiriKurisuta

Jun 30, 2011

Dark of the Moon

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As if you haven't already had your Inbox spammed enough with DotM journals. Here's one more! (Don't worry, no spoilers.) ... So... It was pretty damn epic, actually. INFINITELY better than RotF; I went in with VERY low expectations, after that disaster of a film and... HOLY SHIT, BAY REDEEMED HIMSELF. Not perfect, of course. But I liked it. I'm going to be weeping on behalf of a number of characters, though. ----- HK @ FanFiction HK @ LiveJournal